Monday, February 14, 2011

Being rational blows

I want to do something irrational.

Dump water over my head
fuck up my hair
throw something out the window.

scream.
loudly.

storm out of the building.

kick the wall.

rip phone out of annoying coworker's hand if she says "mhmm" one more fucking time.

quit.
my.
job.

but what will I do with all that free time?

how will I pay bills?

so here I sit ... raging inside.

i really think i hate this place.

3 comments:

Kari said...

Hoping things get better for your soon! Too bad you are so d@mn conscientious and professional -- otherwise you could start working like you don't give a d@mn. I see others do it all the time -- it looks like fun...but don't think I could ever get there!
What was the timeline on baby?? Thinking that this might be a good time to start trying!

Anonymous said...

Can you channel all of your rage into a new job search? At least that'll give you a little hope that something better is out there. Ugh. Hang in there, lady.

Anonymous said...

I agree with A!!!

And Kari :)

oh and start saying mhmm over and over every day so your coworker can hear!

GFF